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The end of the Trabasisky Legacy.


One question : Have you guys ever experienced a relationship that you guys hoping will make to the last but lastly stop so suddent without any issue or any plan. It just happen like *boooom* the next day break. Have you ?


Answer :


Yes, that whats happened to me yesterday. For the past few days, i knew something bad will happen. And by that, yes thanks god. One message have been delievered to my phone exactly as i reach to Port Dickson with my family. And it said .........

" I rasa kita patut be friend. I dah pk masak-masak "

As soon as i read that massage, i terus terlepas hand bag yang kat tangan n terus terduduk. *Speechless * for a while. I cant believe it happened. Seriusly.


Then today serius no smile appears, then my mama noticed. so she ask. and to be truth i just said tuhan tengah menduga kakak. Its hard ma. So suddent my tears start to fall. I cant handle the feeling. So my mum said, "setiap yang jadi,ada hikmah nya kakak. Mungkin, ini semua dugaan untuk kakak . Bersabar la nak "

Ya Allah Ya tuhan ku, aku sangat lemah. Berikan ku kekuatan =(

Serius i had to pretend taugh even tears keep falling when i remember about him. Might think his the one for me. If he had some else after dis, i do pray for his happiness. Im too weak. I dont want to give up on this. But when the decision has been made, i cannot handle it with care. So with that, nothing can do only God knows how much i do love him, how much i did appreciate him , how much i did keep remember him thru my day, how much we shared the love , how much i did learn that its hard to handle the pain. With this, apa yang ada kat lagu page ney i paham dah maksud dia. *Bila Cinta - Lagenda Budak Setan * . Paham sangat, memang sakit.

If one day, i cant be your friend..im sorry. Its not i hate you. But i dont know how to handle because i used to love you with all of my heart . Im sorry. pls do take care your self for me. Be happy with your life and the next choosen one.

To you : Thanks for all the memories we shared. I want u to hear one last time from me, ILOVEYOU so much ='(

Take Care, Salam

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Begginning With the best

Hello friends ,

How are you guys out there? It's been awhile i didn't wrote something to this piece of me.It's all because i been busy with my new work as a receptionist at one of the office nearer to my house. But nevermind. I dont want to talk about W O R K today instead,i had some good memory to share witchu outside there.It's a bout

L O V E

24 March 2011 / 25 March 2011 - It was the moment i've been waiting for since i don't meet my boyfie for about one month and two weeks. Omg can u guys believe that? i had to control every feel from him. The misses is like tansssssssssssss , Tuhan je tahu wok =.=
So my lovely darling came to met me for couple days. That moment seriously i do felt my love getting growth and our relationship is getting stronger. Because, normally we do spend time with friends.But that two days,only two of us was making history in our book of love. We are just like turle dove,awwww *
Actually there's a lot to shared. But i do agreed something.
" What's private , just keep it private " - Simple kan?
Only two of us know what happen, every moment we shared, happy tears, sad tears, every talks, every hug,every kisses,every seduction that i gave to him *tetsss* HAHA. jkjk.
So the main point of the story was i am happy now. Im happy because finally i do realize and found someone that were seriously made for me.No Kidding.His the choosen one.Amin

Alamak, forgot already to shared something. Okay saya suka sangat bulik si dia. sebab nanti si dia akan buat muka comey and muka terpaksa tahan perangai bini die yang die tahu mmg akan bulik die all the time. hahah. so nahh, tgk apa jadi kat dia okay ----->

p/s : Sayangg, sory sebab selalu kena bully sama mama. But you look cute when you being bullied by me. How u buat muka nakal u. Aww I miss you too much sayang <3

Can anyone be trusted?

Okayy, now let me started this blog with one word that untill now i didn't find meaning of that.

T R U S T

Trust? What did u guys understand with this word? As for me, trust is everythng in life. Example,on your daily basic life.If u didn't trust yourself,did u think that u still survive untill now? If you didn't trust yourself,did u think that everybody will ever trust your capability? In a relationship plak, if you didnt trust each other..will u ever think that u and your partner will survive untill the last breath?

But i still didn't get it. why certain people live in this world love to lie even they did know that trust is most important thing in their daily life? Even they know that life with lie can make their life shorter? Even they know that relationship base on lie is one of the stupidest relationship.Its because,they lied to thierself and to the other person. So , the reason why i wrote this bloq is because even i've been live for 21 years.I still didn't get it the meaning of this word.

Did u know, according to one fact..the person that trust to their self can live longer than the other person? When the first time i saw this fact i was like Woo,cool.This is what i've been agreed for this time.So trusting is a way to live-longer than u ever imagine. Not bad man. Hee

With this, i myself will always hold to what i believe. To hold with this word to get a great life for myself ( expecially) and yeah to people around me.

Thanks for read what i just wrote. This is just something to shared what i felt. So thanks again =)

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Offically mr & mrs Trabasisky

11 February 11

The date to be remembered by both of us. The date when two people meet and become One.

The story begin :

23December2010 - So , this moment la start nya our relationship. Thanks to Alif because of him laa, we are officially now. Okay we started by let-ing u guys know about me. I ney memang susah nak layan orang yang ta kenal dekat IM taw. Sebab waste of time nak private-private and instant massage with me. But that time, entah macam mana Alif so suddent buzz me dekat IM. and yeah, i tiba-tiba tergerak nak reply his IM. So from that, kitaorang tukar no handphone. And after both of us offline,i terus je text him. I dont know why im so happy sangat nak text-ing dengan die. Jodoh i guess ~ *kan sayang kan? heee

January2011 - So dengan berkat Allah, our relationship getting deeper and stronger. Nak di jadikan cerita,one night... I had very very bad terribally nightmare ! Sumpah takut gyla. And the first thing i buat, i amek hp beside me then terus call him,and mengadu benda ney towards him. Maybe it because i do felt safe when i heard his voice, awww~

So since dat nite, sayang i ney rupa-rupanya dah terpikat with my voice. Dia selalu cakap, im cute la, comel la. which im not. Omgg *blushh* . I bangun the next morning je,i tengok my handphone..and you know what? I dapat tans of massage from him. Saying how madly him do attract to me since dat nite. Aww~ Cute kan boyfriend i ney :)

So our first date is on 17 January 2011. Finally i face to face with my future husband ney. His cute, always make me laugh..i mean like all the date during our first date im giggle and laugh because of his cuteness

That day ends well. I miss that moment a lotttttttt !

So since dat , we are getting more happier with each other and try to learn each other day by day. We are like Ying and Yang. Fire and Water.

p/s: Water is me laa, since i easy to cry. Agaga. Memek lah saya :p

February2011 - So we wait the right moment to declared. And yeah, 11 February was the offical date that Shaheera and Alif becoming offically loving couple

Oh lupa nak mention , his the first guy im with during my first Valentine Celebration.

Sayangg, please dont forget our first Vday toghter ever ! Because its was the sweetest moment ever between u and me.

I miss it and Baby weezy miss you Lil weezy

And now, we are Syira and Alif Trabasisky

To you : Baby kunyet, im hoping you are the last one to stoled my heart.and im hoping our relationship till the day of our last breath. ILOVEYOU sooo much bubu

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Love is in the air baby *Awwwwww*

For all those times you stood by me.For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life.For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true.For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak.You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see.You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith because you believed in me

I am what i am now
Because you loved me

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p/s : Iloveyousomuch Alif

Dump the old one and start with the new one

" DUMP THE OLD ONE AND START WITH THE NEW ONE" --> So i've started this new year with this word. I dont know which wrong i was,but now i realize that every single day,every one of my friend just gone without noticed. Yeah,im agreed when my mom said " kawan kau tak kemana pown kakak". Memang betol pown apa yg mama cakap. Family comes first and it was always. Actually nope nope. Myself comes first and family comes second. And friends are nobody to me.

Well i mean the "hypocrite" type of friends.

So now you get it aite? I will dump friends that ONLY be here when im in happy thought . So goodbye You HYPOCRITE.

The second thing to dump is a guy , guy , guy .

I had enough with guys nowdays.Im sick of them. They were only knows played with my heart.Hell yeah their good and professional in this type of situation. Started from January to December this year. Oh My Gucci , Go away .

I want to vomited even when i talked about guys or they best known as F***-ing boyish typikal malay player. Haa that's it. It was what you are guys.If u ever read about guys in my blog,most of them gonna be dumped by me. I mean as they were be forgotten totally. But some of them are truly kind-heart type.Thank you :D

The third thing to dump is my atitude. I mean Lame atituded.I had tired of being party people and the bad sosial girl.I want to be like i was before.Someone that are invincible to teenagers nowday.I have to STOP all of it. I mean YES I CAN -.-

And find new job,full fill what i wish for. Stayed alive and be strong.

Yup,im agreed to most of you.Im not pretty like others,im not skinny-type of girl,im not rich type of girl,but one thing i know..

I AM THE GIRL THAT YOU *I MEAN THE BACKSTABBERS AND HATERS * WILL BOW ONE DAY. We will see. Maybe not tomorrow,not next year ,not other 10 years but one day i will make sure you are. That time,no more mercy on you. What's past is maintain to be past.

That's all what i have to said about this coming New Year.

Thank You So Much For Spending 8 Minutes on My Blogger

Bye

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Kesedihan Melanda

HURT BROKEN
That's all that i can said what i felt right now
Its been 6 month now and im still didn't find new boyfriend
life oh life
why do i suffer for youu.


Dear God,i pray for you
Help me find the better man that you ever have
the one that love me as much as i do
The one that understand me

I'll pray towards you ya Allah

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