16 July 2010

The Loneliness =(

Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gon-na do without
You around in my life and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl i'm not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
I think i'm gonna lose my mind


So tell me how you feel ,i'm lonely
Are you for real,so lonely
Do you still think of me,i think of you
Baby still,are you lonely
Do you dream of me at night,like i dream of you all the time
So let me tell you how it feels ,its like everyday i die
Wish i was dreaming but its real,when i open up my eyes
Let me tell you how it feels , and don't see your pretty face
I think that i will never love again

I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life

p/s: One day karma will come. And that day u will know how hurt it is when the person you love the most treating u like what you did towards me now. Maybe you didn't realize it now,soon.
I just wanted you to feel how i felt now. And that day,please don't even remember about me.
I know maybe now i'm not strong enough to get rid of you. But Insyallah one day i will.
I wont remember a thing about you.
I wont even said your name.
It because how disgust i am to you.
Because you are not being fair to me
Because you hurting me to deep.
So from now on please pray for me :

Pray for my strength.
Pray for my happiness
Pray for my future.
AND THE MOST IMPORTANTLY
Please do pray i will forget you forever and not even remember the good time we share together.
because,

I HATE YOU